| 10.08.2003-1:16 am
Sometimes I just want to be left alone. I feel like the world is covering me and there is no way to escape. Sometimes I just want peace. But sometimes I can't have peace. I'm going to have a baby in April, I am no way prepared for that. I loose my peace. Maybe I never had peace. Maybe, I'm scared. If I close my eyes will it go away? I don't want it to go away because I'm very happy about it. I just hate to have to adjust myself to something so new... I need to be more responsible. |