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I�m in love. I�m in love with my new layout. I�m so proud of this layout I just want to jump up and down for joy. I have been fondling different ideas lately and since I�ve been reading some books about bondage and the arts of it (it is an art by the way). I wanted something that would show that I myself have a thing for bondage. So I did a lot of looking for pictures that dealt with bondage and I couldn�t find a single one that I wanted that didn�t look cheap. And let me tell you if you go and do a search on pictures of bondage all you find is cheap looking pictures. And that is not what I wanted! I didn�t want to go cheap hooker like. That�s far beyond what I wanted! If I wanted cheap hooker like pictures I would go to porn sites. Any ways back to what I wanted. I myself have been a fan of the acts of bondage because it not only has to be dealt on a trust relationship it is rather unique in its own way. So I stumbled across a website which had amazing collages. A lot dealing with jack the ripper. I once again didn�t find what I was looking for until the picture on my layout had me staring at it for a while, the colors I fell in love with the colors. Than my eyes fell upon the collar. And that is where the lovemaking began the picture was exactly what I was looking for. And I knew right than and there this was what was meant to be. This picture was to make my layout the perfect layout I could possibly have. The whole montage went with what I wanted. It folded out like a paper napkin as soon as I found the picture. And not only does this layout proceed throughout my diary but my guest book has gotten wind of it as well.

Ok so lets talk about bondage for a little bit since I�ve mentioned it already. I�m reading �The story of O� by Pauline Reage, I haven�t yet to finish reading it but I�ve fallen in love with the book. It�s a weird but strange book. Yet the way I see bondage it�s a trust like relationship. In order to feel the pleasure you must trust your partner its hard to explain. I just hope someone understands what I�m talking about. As soon as I finish the book, which I�m almost through with it, just a few more chapters to go through and I will mail it to Mary who wants to read it as well. But as I see it bondage is an art and a beauty as well as a pain staking situation that must be dealt with in a mannor of self controling behavior. Does that make sense?

My boss told me at work that if I like books such as this that I should read Butterfly, it deals with a whorehouse. My type of book!

Oh well its rounding 4 am here and I should go to bed. So I�m going to hit the sack. Do give me feed back on my layout.