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diaryland

04.03.2002-11:37 pm

I don�t know what is worse, feeling like shit or knowing you feel like shit. Sometimes I don�t want to hear things that are told to me. Like tonight I heard something I didn�t want to hear. How do you tell this person hat you don�t want to hear these things that come from her mouth. How do I tell her they hurt me? Does she realize that I�m over him and like this new person? Life is full of mysteries.

I had to hear it from her that he was scared. Scared of me� I�ve never ever had anyone scared of me before� and in all honesty� it hurts!

My life is full of hurts� I wish� I wish� I wish wishes came true.